Thursday, September 23, 2010

Teenage Dream

I think you're pretty
Without any make-up on
I think you're funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I knew you got me
When you let your walls come down
Down...

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine,
Valentine...

Let's just talk all through the night
There's no need to rush
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

When you're around me
Life's like a movie scene
I wasn't happy until you became my queen
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's just talk all through the night
There's no need to rush
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
If that's what you need
In this Teenage Dream tonight
Let you rest your head on me
If that's what you need
In this Teenage Dream tonight
Toninght,tonight,tonight,
Tonight,tonight,tonight

Yoooouuu...
You make me
Feel like
I'm livin' a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
No...

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
If that's what you need
In this Teenage Dream tonight
Let you rest your head on me
If that's what you need
In this Teenage Dream tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight



I think that this version is so much better =)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Hello twenties~

Hm.. how it feels like being 20? haha. I dunno. To me, feels the same. Probably a year older and hopefully wiser. hehe.

Honestly, this year is the most happening and best celebration I had. Usually, every year, I would be happy enough to receive sms-es wishing me happy birthday and I would be busy replying those messages. The thought of my friends remembering and sparing extra time to wish over a small sms already means a lot to me.

But, this year, is really the first time I had such wonderful experience. At first, it was the surprise that my sister gave me which was the handmade cupcakes. It was so nice of her to custom made it with purple and other features that resembles me or used to resemble me. lol. Then, it was cell group that celebrated for me my birthday in sharing together with my buddy, Grace. This was really amazing because first of all, I'm not a christian and I'm only new there and yet they treated me like their own.

So, I thought that's the end of it. 2 cakes should be enough. But there was one final surprise which was the sweetest one. Still makes me smile thinking about it. Haha. In a nutshell, it was planned quite perfectly to make me not aware.

To summarize, I'm just very thankful for all the efforts. The cakes, the gift, the wishes, the thoughts, really makes me a happy 20 year old (what should I call myself... girl, lady, woman? never mind ) 1st year medical student.

I can't really remember what I wished but generally the kind of wishes most people would wish for. Well now, my special day is over. lol. Time really pass us by very fast. Something I've been trying very hard to learn, is to live in the present and really appreciating every moment. So, all the best everyone in studies and stay happy. Hopefully my wishes come true as well. Bye

Chasing Pirates

In your message you said, you were goin' to bed, but I'm not done with the night.
So I stayed up and read, but your words in my head, got me mixed up so I turned out the light.

And I, don't know how, to slow it down.
My mind's racing from chasing pirates.

Well the man in there swings while the silliest things, floppin around in my brain.
And I try not to dream but them possible schemes, swim around, wanna drown me in synch.

And I, don't know how, to slow it down.
Oh my mind's racing from chasing pirates.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Holiday~

These 2 months passed really fast. haha. Block 1 has ended. Aiks.. I thought yesterday was my orientation. hehe. Anyway, I'm glad my flight this time has no 'spaceshot' effects. I had lunch with my buddy and his gal. Later on, they fetched me to the airport. Then, I met Daphenie while checking in. But the amazing thing is, I was seated next to a 3rd year senior coming back from Sibu. Then I found out she is actually my 3rd year buddy's roommate. haha. We are connected. hehe.

Aiya, today is Monday already. Still nothing productive except being a pig. Tomorrow will get more important things done =)

Block 2 won't be so kind to us anymore according to most seniors =(

Anyway, I've been looking for this song for months. haha. Finally, I found it. =)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Live today

I don't know what is wrong with my attitude or perseverance or strength. I was unhappy due to certain instances which were actually very minimal. Just the thought of me being so easily affected is so disappointing. At that time, I suddenly felt like I needed to see a friendly face. So, I went over to a friend's apartment. Then, I dunno if it's by chance or just my stupid imagination, I actually stumbled upon this quote on her wall. haha. It says:

"There are two eternities that can really break you down. Yesterday and tomorrow. One is gone, and the other doesn't exist... So live today."

Then it really hit me. I was so easily affected because most of the time, I am always living the 'yesterdays' or the 'tomorrows'. Very rarely, I enjoy the exact moment now. I think what I'm trying to learn is we can't undo the past nor can we plan what will happen in the future. The most important thing is to just live in the present and enjoy the moment whether it is good or bad.

EOB block 1 is actually this coming thursday and I can honestly say I'm barely 50% prepared. The thought of it just now almost made me crazy but then, I remembered a piano story a wise person told me a year ago. What is the story about? haha. To summarize, the moral of the story is just to tell us despite what little time or resources we have left, as long as we proceed and never stop, it will be a warm sunshine in winter. =)

Of course, I am reminded of how lucky we are to have really helpful seniors that readily explained any of our bombarded questions. One of them can be seen giving "lecture" most of the time. haha.

Good luck and jia you my friends! =)

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Happiness

The life of every man is a diary in which he means to write one story, and writes another, and his humblest hour is when he compares the volume as it is with what he vowed to make it. -James Barrie

I want to convey how beautiful it is to close your eyes and dream. And then to open them and make that dream a reality. -Sean Combs (Puff Daddy)

You may be whatever you resolve to be. Determine to be something in the world, and you will be something. "I cannot," never accomplished anything; "I will try," has wrought wonders. -J. Hawes

Happiness is an attitude of mind, born of the simple determination to be happy under all outward circumstances.

To be truly happy is a question of how we begin and not of how we end, of what we want and not of what we have

Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, to play, and to look up at the stars.

It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness.

Somewhere there must be one made for this soul, to move it.

Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll.

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.

It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses.

Let no one who loves be unhappy... even love unreturned has its rainbow.

Happiness sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.

Planning for happiness is rarely successful. Happiness just happens.

The best things in life aren’t things.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.

A bird does not sing because it has an answer; it sings because it has a song.

When we keep looking on the other side of the fence, we step on the flowers on our side.

All of us have been dying, hour by hour, since the moment we were born. Realizing this, let all things be placed in their proper perspective. . . . Remember, it is always later than you think.

And I leave you now, not with sadness but with satisfaction and joy that we came together and walked, arm in arm, through this brief moment of eternity. Who could ask for more?

Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.

You never lose by loving. You always lost by holding back.

If you want happiness for an hour, take a nap. If you want happiness for a day, go fishing. If you want happiness for a year, inherit a fortune. If you want happiness for a lifetime, help somebody.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Dreams reality?

When I was small, I used to confuse between dreams and reality. Often, I mistook dreams for reality. I think this inability of mine to distingush between these 2 elements caused me to be delusional every now and then.

Sometimes, we will find that we are deviating from our real purpose and get lost in the process. ( or maybe it's just me. kakaka ) When that happens, the harsh truth will always be better than a white lie in the pretense of a noble act in order to not hurt our feelings. The truth no matter how cruel it is will stop us from getting further lost. It will help to bring us back to the right tracks and our original goals. Then from there, we can reflect and try to improve.

I had been sleeping for quite some time. It is time to wake up. The slap on the face really helps. I really needed that. Thank you very much.

So now back in reality, it is time to be productive! =)